MY ENEMY IS GROWING MY HAIR ON HIS HEAD.

I MISSPELLED “INTERNET” . . . BECAUSE OF MY IGNORANCE.


THE MORNING AFTER I POSTED THE BLOG I WAS AT WORK SITTING AT MY STATION, AND OUT OF NOWHERE THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, “I THINK I MISSPELLED THE WORD “INTERNET” ON THE BLOG.” I ASKED ONE OF MY WORK-MATES, “DO YOU SPELL INTERNET WITH A “T” ?”

WHEN I REALIZED I HAD MISSPELLED INTERNET, I FELL INTO SUCH A RIDICULOUS DISPARE, I COULD HAVE CLOCKED-OUT AND GONE HOME - I FELT THAT BAD – AND, I COULDN’T SHAKE IT.

THEN THE FOLLOWING THOUGHT CAME TO ME:
BECAUSE OF A MISSPELLED WORD, I’M FEELING THIS WAY?

THIS IS WRONG.

I PAUSED, AND CAUSED MYSELF TO REALLY THINK ABOUT THIS.

THEN IT WAS LIKE IN MY THOUGHTS I SAW SOMETHING LIKE A “HAY-STACK.”

THE HAY-STACK LOOKED LIKE SOMETHING HAD CUT INTO THE LAYERS, AND LAYERS OF HAY, AND SHOWED ME THIS “NEEDLE”.

THEN SOMETHING CAUSED ME TO REALIZE THAT I HAD BEEN PUTTING LAYERS AND LAYERS OF HAY OVER THIS “NEEDLE” THROUGHOUT MY LIFETIME, AND NOW HAD COME THE TIME FOR ME TO TAKE A LOOK AT THE NEEDLE.

THIS NEEDLE WAS WHY I WAS FEELING THIS WAY.

AND I CLEARLY KNEW WHAT I WAS FEELING.

HERE IS WHAT I WAS FEELING:

OH NO!

“I MISSPELLED “INNER-NET”!

“THE JIG IS UP!

NOW, ENERYONE KNOWS! . . . .

YOU ARE A FAKE!

EVERY ONE NOW SEES HOW DUMB YOU ARE!

ALL THE “DRAWING- HAY”; . . . THE “CHURCH STUFF-HAY”; . . . THE “MUSIC-HAY” . . . HAS BEEN REMOVED, AND THERE YOU ARE . . . THE
REAL “YOU”.



BUT BRANDI, YOU KNOW WHAT -

WHEN I REALIZED THIS,
IT WAS LIKE I REALIZED IT IN THE CRADLE OF GOD’S HANDS.

IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN A SLAP IN THE FACE,

BUT IT WASN’T.

IT WAS WIERD,

BUT I JUST DIDN’T QUESTION IT.

IT WAS LIKE I WAS PUT IN A CERTAIN PLACE, AND THAT PLACE WAS WHERE I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE.


. . . . I TURNED, AND LOOKED AT ALL THE PEOPLE WORKING AROUND ME. IT WAS LIKE I SAW THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME - THE “HUMANITY” OF IT ALL - IT FELT LIKE A QUIET REALITY – GOOD AND RIGHT.


I WENT TO A CHRISTIAN FRIEND, AND TOLD HIM ABOUT IT. IT LED TO A VERY MEANINGFULL CONVERSATION. IN THE CONVERSATION, HE TOLD ME HE FELT THAT WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME WAS THAT I WAS “HUMBLED”.

YES.


I TOLD HIM THAT THERE WAS A SONG BY ONE OF THE “JUSUS FREAK” BANDS BACK IN THE “60’S” - I NEVER HEARD THE SONG - BUT I LOVED THE TITLE, THE TITLE WAS, “TODAY THERE’S BEEN A MERCY KILLING”.

THERE IT IS. THAT’S SALVATION LIKE IT OR NOT - A MERCY KILLING OF ONE’S SELF.

AND THERE’S JUST SOME THINGS IN OUR LIVES THAT THE ONLY WAY THEY’RE GOING TO GO AWAY IS . . . “DEATH BY KILLING.” . . . . NO RESOLUTIONS . . . . NO LOOKING FOR A CHANGE OF HEART - NO NOTHING – . . . . ONLY, BY “KILLING”.

HE SAID, “WE ARE OUR OWN WORST ENEMIES.”

I SAID, “YEP, MY ENEMY IS GROWING MY HAIR ON HIS HEAD.”

MAN, DID HE LAUGH.

HE SAID, “MY ENEMY IS GROWING MY HAIR ON HIS HEAD. MAN, AINT THAT THE TRUTH.”



I LOVE YOU, HONEY.


DAD.

I've have to get used to this.

WELL, LETS SEE . . .

A FRIEND AT THE JOB WAS TELLING ME ABOUT SOMETHING HE READ ON THE "INNER-NET". THEN HE SAID, "I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S TRUE OR NOT."

I SAID TO HIM, "YOU KNOW THAT GAME WE PLAY WHERE SOMEONE WHISPERS SOMETHING IN A PERSON'S EAR, AND THEN THAT PERSON WHISPERS THE SAME THING IN THE EAR OF THE PERSON NEXT TO THEM, THEN THAT PERSON WHISPERS THE SAME TO THE NEXT PERSON . . . AND SO ON . . . AND SO ON. THEN WHEN IT GOES THROUGH ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE ROOM, THE LAST PERSON TO HEAR THE WHISPER GETS UP AND TELLS THE WHOLE ROOM WHAT THEY HEARD . THEN, WHEN THE FIRST PERSON TELLS WHAT THE ORIGINAL STATEMENT WAS, THE LAST STATEMENT IS SO DIFFERENT EVERYBODY GETS A BIG LAUGH?"

MY FRIEND SAID, "YA,"

THEN I SAID, "THE INNER-NET IS DOING THAT TO THE WORLD."



My REFLECTION for the day, Baby.


Dad.

Hello!!!!

Ummmmm...Hello...where are you....I'm waiting...(imagine my arms crossed and my foot tapping please)



ME

Wishing...

Having a great day today...I wish I could stop by and see you guys...I miss sharing my days with you...

ME

LOLA

THANK-YOU MY BABY.

I TALKED WITH HER JUST A FEW MINUITS AGO.

DURING THE CONVERSATION I ASKED HER, "IF I HAD A CHOICE BETWEEN BRAKING MY HIP, AND THE TOP OF MY REFRIGERATOR BEING DIRTY WHICH DO YOU THINK I WOULD COOSE?".

IT WAS A GOOD CONVERSATION.

HER SON ALLEN, AND HIS WIFE HAVE CAME TO SEE HER, SHE WAS THRILLED ABOUT THAT. MANY, MANY PEOPLE HAVE COME TO SEE HER - THIS IS SO GOOD, SHE'S BEEN SUCH A SERVANT OF THE LORD, AND HAS DONE SO VERY MANY THING FOR OTHERS THROUGH-OUT HER LIFE.


GOT TO GO, HONEY.
OFF TO ERIN'S, FOR DOUG'S B-DAY DINNER.


LOVE YOU SWEET-HEART.



DAD.

Thinking of you...

Dad...I'm thinking of you tonight and my heart hurts because I know you are concerned/worried about Aunt Lola...I love you very much and I am praying for her and you...

ME

GRAY SPIKES & POOP

YOU
ARE
A
CRACK-UP!




DAD